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AW thank you bby ilyssssssssm 💕 I’ll do my best 💋
Aw it’s nice to hear that, thank you so much ily 💕
Well I actually have a break on October 13th so I’ll probably post a lot on that weekend, and also, I have a whole week without school on November (it’s the first week) so I will be posting a lot around those dates (: xo
I’ve always stayed where I am lol but I miss making icons too 😭😭😭
I use topaz clean, you just need to adjust the settings depending on how you want them to be. There are tutorials everywhere, but I recommend looking for it on blogs like yeahps.tumblr.com (:
Okay I’ll list a few and post them soon (: xo
I miss making icons too ): sorry for making you wait
I’m sorry bae I’ll post as soon as I can ):
It’s just a page you add when you customize your theme. All you do is change the link of that page to (YOUR USER).tumblr.com/tagged/(YOUR TAG)
"I don’t need to live by your rules, you don’t control me
Until you’ve walked a mile in my shoes, you don’t know me”
Hi loves, if you’re an Arianator, maybe you recognized the quote from above. It’s lyrics from a song by Ariana Grande, in her album My Everything (Deluxe): ”You Don’t Know Me”. It gives you a hint about what I’m going to talk to you about.
So you may have noticed that I haven’t posted in a while. That’s because of school work. I’m in 10th grade now and it’s one of the most important years if I want to graduate. And of course, I want to graduate. As you all know, I’m not exactly good at school, and if I keep spending more time making icons or even staying on Twitter, my grades will drop and they already are. I’m not blaming you guys, I’m the one who chose to make icons in the first place, but there’s a connection to it. I get distracted and can’t concentrate on my studies because I spend less time studying.
That’s what happened last year. I started to study more at the end of the year but it was too late already: I couldn’t catch up. That’s why I’m not with my friends this year, even after I’ve been in the same class for 3 years. I failed my final math exam. I got 53%. To pass, I needed 60% but I didn’t get it. To stay in my class, a 75% was necessary but I only got 62%. There are already less jobs available to me, like jobs related to math or science.
If making icons was a job, then of course I’d do it: I’m getting paid for doing what I love. But unfortunately, that’s not the case. Although I feel bad for making you guys wait all the time, I’ll always do my best to satisfy you. I can’t do more than this, and I apologize for that. Someday, I’ll stop making icons (it’s not a surprise and I think we all know that). That day, I’ll look back and see I haven’t really done anything for myself. It’s not a selfish thought, it’s reality. I can’t live like that knowing I’ve dedicated 1/4 of my teen years doing something others don’t even realize how much I go through to satisfy them. I’m doing all this for complete strangers. I’m sure a very few of you are like “But who cares? It’s just school”. Yeah it’s just school. It’s just an ugly building where you learn about things you probably don’t even need as you grow up, but it’s also where you’ll get to know about your future job and that future job is where you’ll get money to feed your family. I’m not into doing illegal stuff so don’t even mention that to me as a backup plan, even if I’m already failing at life. You don’t really know me and I don’t really know you. There’s a lot of pressure going on. Having to do good at school and not making you guys think I don’t care about you. I’d like to thank those who appreciate what I do, even though I know it’s not enough.
I’m sorry for this long ass text but I hope you all understand why I’m doing this. Thanks xo